honestly i’m gonna b a little bitch and just rant about my life so HERE WE GO

a) I fucking lost my other credit card….. (I am studying abroad in New Zealand… my first card was stolen in February and now my other card has gone missing) but literally fuck me in the ass. i’m usually so responsible and i’m so sick of running out of money and having to ask people for favors/small loans. I fucking feel like a loser and so helpless because i’m literally thousands of miles from home, and i’m not allowed to work here…. so I can’t make any money. FUCK MY LIFE

b) I literally found this great guy who’s from here… but I have like a month left here and even though he’s moving to America, he’s still going to be far away. We honestly have the greatest sex and I’ve never connected with another person like this before, but I also don’t want to be a fool and catch feelings in case he’s not as into me as I am into him haHA 

c) i feel so fucking depressed all the time!!!!!! i have like no will to get out of bed and everything just feels like it’s so much and i can’t deal with it. i feel so overwhelmed but i also don’t want to go home because that is a whole other level of stress so i just feel stuck and helpless fuck Fuck FUcK